Well I don't know exactly what to say but thought time to update. First I want to apologize for neglecting reading and posting in so long--I have had some real life issues arise that is hindering me at this time and I feel really bad. I am undergoing therapy and classes to help me manage everything. I was molested for 8 years as a child and it has finally decided to rear its ugly head to point I cannot function thus the therapy.

Also I have been having some major issues with my oldest son and legal issues which doesn't help other things.

I just wanted to explain why I have neglected everything but I hope it won't be forever as I have missed reading and talking to all of you here. Again PLEASE forgive me for neglecting everything.